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I miss you daddy. 13 weeks today. I swear I can feel the baby move. Or maybe my tummy is acting funny. I've never felt anything like it. So I'm gonna go ahead and say It's the baby. I hope no one rains on my parade. I thought about you a lot today. I really wish heaven had a phone..

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What do you do when you can't get the food you crave??

The husband is on shift work. I don't get it. I just know he has to wake up at 3am to be at work by 4am. Soo now we have been going to sleep at 9pm everyday. And I know it like clock work. I'm gonna wake up at midnight hungry.
Well this time I woke up with a huge craving for lemon chicken. I am a very good cook. But even if I wanted to. Idk how to make it. And well It's midnight. So where the hell am I gonna get Chinese food at this time of night. And It's one of those cravings where if I got my hands on some good lemon chicken. I'd be the happiest little lady around. Here comes my 2nd dilemma. I have yet to find a decent Chinese place on this island. It isn't just Chinese food. It's Mexican food. And well American. Every place I've been to leaves me with the worst stomach aches ever. Giving me another reason why I am jot happy with this place.
So what do I do when I can't get what i'm craving? Do I just brush it off and go eat something else. I can go downstairs and make myself a huge feast of everything I have down there. But at the end of it all. I just know It's not as good as the lemon chicken I'm craving. But at this point. I guess it'll have to do.
When they said pregnant girls are crazy when they get cravings. I didn't believe it. This is a whole other ordeal. I'd wake up my husband and make him find me something if he didn't have to be awake in a couple hrs for work.

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How to avoid my pregnancy moods swings.. 12 weeks and 3 days!

So as of lately. Everything. And I mean EVERYTHING is annoying the crap out of me. The smart ass comments my husband makes. The stupid decisions my friends and family members are making back home. Not having the energy to do anything. Always wanting the eat but not having the energy to make something for myself.

So here are a few basic rules to not piss me the hell off.. Someone should pass these along to my husband!

• Don't call me fat! --I'm pregnant, gaining weight comes with the territory. Although I've actually been losing weight. I'm just getting rounder. Which is supposed to happen!
• Don't tell me I'm lazy! --Just because I literally don't have the energy to do anything. Don't think it's me being lazy. This child sucks the life out of me. It's the price we pay to becoming parents.
• Don't tell me my child looks weird in a ultrasound picture! --I am aware that my child really does look like a peanut. Give me 20+ more weeks. It will surely look normal when he/she is out..
• If I tell you that I'm hungry, don't say 'AGAIN' I'm completely aware that I might have eaten only a few hours ago. And I can't probably guarantee you that I'll be hungry a couple hours after that.
• I'm aware I sleep a lot, (refer to previous bullet) THIS CHILD DRAINS THE LIFE OUTTA ME! I really don't need to be reminded how much I slept.
• And last but certainly not least, Don't tell me I shouldn't be tired or ready for bed by 9pm. I've been told that I have no reason to be tired because I don't do anything. For your information. I cook, when my stomach can handle it. I clean, when I'm up to it. I run errands since my husband works a crappy schedule. If I'm not napping, I'm doing something. So don't judge me!

The very sad sad part is. I've been told all these things in just the last 24 hours. Yup I'm pretty much ready to tear someones head off. And if my husband wasn't on duty. I'm sure he'd have a hormonal rampage on his hands. Well here is tomorrow, hopefully a better day!