I gave myself the benefit of the doubt. Came back in bed and closed my eyes only to get me no where. So now I'm laying here hungry. Eventually I will get up and make me something. But I'm just freaking out at how hungry I can be. I literally ate like 30 minutes before bed. I couldn't even think about touching more food at that time. Yet right now, my stomach sounds like I haven't eaten for days. It's pretty ridiculous. I feel like I'm eating for an army instead of two.
On another note. I watched the premiere of born every minute on lifetime. Or something like that. Basically woman having babies. Steven lasted 5 minutes before he was disgusted and turned to his nook. But it was an alright show.
Todays episode. Reassured me that I will not be having a natural birth. Give me the epidural. Drug me up. I don't care if I'm loopy when my baby is out. He/she ain't going anywhere other than to get checked and all that good stuff. I can seriously live without feeling the entire thing as it happens. As soon as I saw the natural delivery. And her face when the midwife said that is what crowning felt like. I was sold on the needle in back. Big props to ppl who do it natural. It just won't be for me. I'm already scarred thinking about how much my who-ha is gonna go through in the process. Feeling it all will just make it more depressing.
I told my husband today I secretly am hoping for a c-section. Just so I know my goods won't be damaged. But for the most part. I wanna experience the screaming my head off while pushing a baby the size of a watermelon out of my vag.
So there is my randomness ranting and thinking for today. I'll be back soon. Important things are coming up within the next couple weeks. My hormones will for sure have something to bitch about :)
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